Ok... sigh... where do i start?... i guess i'd
like to thank all those who have still been
visiting my page and watching... i know i
haven't been replying and posting comments much
so that needs a lot of explaining...
FOR THOSE WHO DON'T WANT TO WASTE THEIR TIME
READING MY SAD PATHETIC STORY, KINDLY SKIP TO
THE THREE(3) ASTERIX(***) BELOW..
anyway, to start off, i have been unemployed for
the second time due to many lame reasons... i
wussed out because of the travel distance, i was
working 6 days a week and couldn't find a place
that provided all three security, location, and
affordability. i couldn't find good help either
in finding one nor could i find a good roomy to
share the costs with, since i find it hard to
trust people due to many past experiences (which
i'm sure almost every people have their share of
knives at their backs and slashed pockets) and
so, i decided to just give up.. now here i am
back on track, not sure if its the right one,
but i'm making snail-speed progress...trying to
create more pin ups, and sample pages.. trying
my luck on the local animation bizm=, with help
from a dear friend and oh, I'v also enrolled in
web design certificate program, as a back up
plan since i do have a knack for designing i
guess... pretty much above average...

hope i
still have a shot at GHG
***
and for these reasons, i have gained an unending
barrage of depression, constant hopelessness and
pretty much lost my will to continue on...but
hey, i can still breath can't i? so far the
worst of the storms has not yet arrived...hope i
will be able to dodge that in time...

well there you have it, my faithful patrons,
may God or whatever gods you worship be with us
in our darkest times
